Relieved?

So I am in a peaceful place today! But I probably shouldn't be!! We did NOT qualify for the Shared Risk Program (I had an elevated E2 level- which I still don't know what that means). Was I angry that we didn't qualify? No I was kind of happy. Why? Because we were stressing out about how to pay for this program that is supposed to take the stress away from you!!! Now we only have to come up with the first cycle - which we can do. Hopefully I will have alot of frozen embryos to try again if it doesn't work. And even if we have to try another fresh cycle we would have broken even on the Shared Risk Program. So I am not heartbroken about it in the least. In fact I am happy that I don't have another crazy decision to make - it is already made for me!


So in other news we have officially started our first IVF cycle!!!!!!!!!! My day one was yesterday, so I start Birth Control Pills tomorrow!!! I will be on those for three weeks, then comes the injections and monitoring for a week and a half then the egg retrieval, and a few days after that the transfer!!!!!

So in 5 weeks we might be pregnant!!!! I am so excited that we can really try!! Not looking forward to the shots but who cares at this point!!!